



June 16, 2010:
I was really hoping to be able to come home from the hospital as soon as possible! Between having to share a room,the not-so-pleasant food, both of us being poked and prodded every 15 minutes, and having to keep track of every time she ate and had a diaper changed, I felt like I needed my own space! I knew I wasn’t coming home to a quiet, serene house, but it would be better than the hospital!
Mike, Lyric, Paxton, and my mom came to the hospital. This was Lyric and Paxton’s first time meeting Kylee. Lyric was filled with so much excitement, she could hardly contain herself! Finally, her baby sister was here, and she was able to hold her. Paxton was extremely hesitant. He looked at her, but did not want to hold her. I think he was a little confused by it all. How could he not be? One day mommy’s tummy is huge and baby Kylee is inside of it, and the next day she is swaddled in a blanket!
I thought I was going to be able to leave right away, but then they informed me that Kylee’s bilirubin levels (jaundice) were too high, so they’d have to call the pediatrician to see if we could go home. So, my mom took Lyric and Paxton since we didn’t know how long it was going to be. All of my kids have had jaundice, so I felt irritated that we were going to potentially have to stay another night because of it. Thank goodness they ended up letting us go, as long as I took her to the doctor later that week to re-check her levels.
It was kind of a head trip for me as I was getting her ready to leave. It took me back to almost three years earlier with Paxton. I had him at that same hospital, so it was almost as though no time had passed at all! I put her in her cute little dress that my mom got for her. It felt so crazy dressing such a tiny baby again! We headed home and stopped by In-n-Out on our way.
Later that evening, Jamie and her girls stopped by so they could meet Kylee. We took a picture of the six of them on the same couch that we did with the five of them when Paxton was born. All of the sudden, we were a family of five! Well, it wasn’t exactly all of the sudden, in the midst of it, those nine months of pregnancy weren’t exactly a blissful blink of an eye. But, it is so amazing that these tiny babies come into the world, and all the pain and suffering is forgotten! I knew that I was going to try extra hard to love and appreciate this newborn faze, no matter how hard it could feel at times.